well, it has been an exhausting month for me and i just realise that in just a few days from now, i have to kiss this year goodbye and welcome the new coming year...
again, i try to recall some of my memories for this year...actually to be frank, the beginning of the year 2009 was a bitter experiences for me as i have lost my dear father just 8 days after the new year celebration. the pain of losing my father was so unbearable as i was feeling guilty, angry of my self of not coming early before he went into deep, long sleep.....and eventually leads to my resignation.
the decision was so quick and i didnt come up with any back up plan of my next move. i spent the entire following month crying my heart out and recalling my memories of my father. it was my husband who wake me up from my mourning season and tell me to move forward for a better life....
then, i started to find work and landed as contract teacher...well, never cross my mind that i will choose this career but who knows better?
i have been assigned to teach add math for 6 consecutive months...and...suddenly, another works were calling for me!!!and that's the starting point that my luck for 2009 started to change.i was in heaven..hehehehh...
i believe that in some point the luck is depending on the person itself..take me for example, i was so down and resigning from my current job at that time...i was feeling sorry for myself as i only see what i want to see at that certain angle.and at a time when i was happy and my mind became clearer of what i want to do, i can actually can make a good decision....
thus, i believe, for this coming year, eventhough things might look bad but hey, who know better?
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